4/29 - General Yap - Codes, thoughts on gal journey, the fomo of missing out on an iso, etc

 We made it to another Tuesday... how exciting. I feel like it's good to do a general blog of things that have happened and been on my mind these past few days... weeks? Time is confusing. I can't believe it's almost May. What in the world

I guess I'll start with some of the recent co*des I've done, not as much detail on these bad boys but I'll give my thoughts fr.

First... Usagi Kigu for Easter celebrations. I wanted to try a like... bleach blonde manba/yamanda inspired look at some point with this kigu, and I finally said... why not. Major props to gals who can get the white to look good and like the concealer lips. It's not really for me imo... but it's super fun. I've also been trying to get used to wearing circle lenses so I popped on my pink ones as it added to the "wahoooo" effect.

Then ya girl went a lil crazy and ordered a brown wig. I've done brown before I started getting into tanning, and it was... OK. I think with a tan this color looks really nice. I've been trying to not wear my prisilas a lot as I've gained a bald spot... I might also just need to do that paper towel under the hairline trick and look into getting some hair growth stuff soon. I think May is going to be a "Brenna takes care of herself" month. I did consider buying some Prisilas but I also have to STOP buying things. AH!!!!!!! I own so much!!!!!

Thursday I had to pull out the Usagi code for Bouldering. I also realized maybe I need some more... natural colored circle lenses. Don't get me wrong, the pink is fun but it can be pretty jarring!! I got some great reccs from nokaliii so I ordered some loveil dailies :) Hopefully they come in soon! I got some blue ones and some brown ones and we'll see how they look. 

And then in general... I won't go into super detail but life has not been the best. Lots of life events happening at once but as I'm writing this blog... there's a change maybe like one of them is going to resolve itself today (cross ur fingers pls...). I've been fighting myself to get out and do things, but I think I might take May to still go out but also work on taking care of myself a bit more. I'll still be doing gal codes obvs, but I think holding off from shopping would be important. I'm doing a dry May + no chiikawa merch streak challenge. Where I just try to not buy chiikawa merch for as long as I can. If I can make it to the con I'm going to by the end of May... that'll be a big win.

Speaking of shopping, I missed out on one of my isos like twice in the past week and I like... wanted to beat myself up, but in reality, I can't lose it over the fact I just missed out on a clothing piece when I have... not only just so much clothing in general but I have some pretty cool pieces myself. Like this one. Literally I didn't even know this existed until I saw a listing and I had to get it, and it's super good. I honestly need to wear it more. I really need to wear like... a lot of my Agejo closet more. 

I think for all.. that's kind of it. Just hanging in there lmao. I am watchin my lil pup today until my parents get back, and then heading back to potentially going bouldering today... maybe more likely friday lol