6/18 - I have disappeared for awhile

 Hey chat… I know I don’t have to post a “where did u go!!” Type of thing. this past month has been kind of wild. It might feel good to just type it all out for the few who read.

The simple answer is depression. It’s not a clinical diagnosis but there’s been a lot of life events happening that started in early May that threw me for a loop. It caused me to do a lot of thinking about my life.

I won’t go into the nitty gritty details of what happened and who did what (none of this is gyaru or gyaru comm related btw… yall been so sweet). But I have just… been thinking on ways to improve life but also to appreciate the life I have as it is pretty great.

Social media is really good at convincing you that your life sucks and you should always chase for better, but really a lot of us including me have some great lives. I am so thankful to have a roof over my head, family and friends who love me, a steady income, and to be alive.

There are some things I am contemplating changing. Some are passion related, a lot of are health related, some finance related… lots to do.

I have been wearing my codes, not as much as usual. It’s still fun to get dressed up and go out, but due to some health issues, I’ve been slacking. I really hope the second half of 2025 I can pick myself up again like I did last year and keep pushing. I am going to do my best.

For now… waiting on a phone call to see where I go to get bloodwork done today 🙂‍↕️. Already got my chipped tooth fixed.

And readers if you made it this far, pls send some good vibes to my roomie to hear back from her dream job this week!! Like today actually. I want them to call her today.